Day before surgery

May 20th, the day before surgery...

My "to-do" and "to-get" lists are a little long, but they're doable.

My feelings are mixed...not mixed as in "I still have time to back out," but mixed as in I can't help but to think that the reality of this goal is going to start coming even more alive in less than 24 hours. I'm excited for the surgery, but nervous about the hospital. I've never been a fan of them. I know The Ninja" will do his absolute best; and I know those helping me (nurses, "angels", etc...) will do the same.

I can't help but be a little sentimental and think "today is the last day I'm going to look like this!" Not that my facial features will change, but my smile will. Unbelievable.

So, as I pack today and do the other things I need to, I'm going to keep a positive attitude by thinking happy thoughts and pray.

Not sure when the next post will be so stay tuned!